I DON'T CARE!!!!

Today fucking sucky suck sucked. And I don't care. If you think I am a whiney bitchy brat then that is for you to think and me to be. Things have been looking up, but today was a set back. At least that's what I want to think. I have a 9th degree sun burn on my ass and it makes me vulnerable in too many ways. I have been trapped in a pattern of addiction for so long, and it feels heavy and taxing. I don't want to listen to myself, so I'm shutting up.